Thursday, August 28, 2008

3 days to go!

I can't imagine I waited this long to post something....shame on me...tsk tsk! Well in three days time I'll be 39...what a drag it is getting older! - Thanks MJ. No big plans....just going to take it easy I think.....there will of course be the usual obligatory dinner at my father's place...prolly something like Ham or Turkey.....would be nice to have BBQed steaks....but I digress.

Sigh...it's 6:20am....just waiting for my first tea of the day....used to be a time when all I drank was coffee.....I think tea is supposed to be better for you....something about not as much caffeine or something like that.

Thinking about going back to the "No Meat " thing.....I think my weight loss has leveled out...I don't seem to be losing any more...but then again I'm not really "Actively" going out of my way to lose any more either....LOL I'm comfortable with how I look now.....a lot better than the pile of Goo I was before.

Still single........sigh!!!! Not really searching for that either.....right now I just prefer it if I was alone...if it happens it happens......I'm still a bit tired and jaded of "relationships"

I'm concerned about something.......I have this feeling that when my probation is up in September.....I won't be asked to stay.....dunno what it is but I have a feeling that my performance will not be up to their standards.....I know it's silly but I do things like that....dwell on things that make no sense at all...I mean if I was lacking in areas that needed improvement....I'm sure I would have received some kind of direction before now....right!!?? One would think so.....I guess I'll know next month.....if worse comes to worse I don't know what I'll do.....I really can't afford to loose this job....fingers crossed Boys n Girls.

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