Well Boys n Girls....I'm back again......Some one new in my life....Her Name is Jane.....we met online! How charming is that? It's still too early to say where it will go....but the trip is half the fun isn't it!? In case you're all wondering.....and I know you are...Work is great....think I'm finding my place in there...let's just hope that after my probation is up....they keep me on!

Every now and then I think about.....well you know who......can't be helped.......we spent a lot of years together.....I know what you're thinking......just move on Craig......that's easier said than done....there are just going to be days where you think back......and wonder where it all went wrong! You know something?.......If it's meant to be it will......if it takes 12 years or longer to find your soul mate then that's what it's going to take.....so I guess I'd better start looking.

So let me tell you about Jane....We actually met sometime ago....at my brother's wedding...she was the DJ!.....Who would have thunk it?....she's great to talk to, nice personality, nice eyes....that's one of the things I first noticed about her....our first date was brunch......it went well because we're still talking...LOL....but the odd thing is....we haven't even kissed yet!....Is that weird? Maybe she's saving it for the second...LOL! She did tell me that she was a bit old fashioned.....I think it's kinda cute...I think I've forgotten how to kiss......I dread it the time ever comes that we take it to a "Physical" level......that just terrifies me.....I am SO out of practice when it comes to that! I guess it's a bit like riding a bike......you never forget how!

Almost midnight and I'm still up......not sure why......just can't seem to fall asleep.....always a lot going on upstairs in my mind.....never can seem to relax and enjoy some silence....I suppose I'd better learn huh?

I thought about running away.....yeah I was.....thought about packing it all in and heading back to Ontario....there was a fellow I worked with..Nice enough guy....I was going to see if I could crash with him until I got on my feet......but I chickened out! I discovered I have a cousin in Hamilton....have not even met.....How crazy is that? maybe some things happen for a reason!...There's a saying that every cloud has a silver lining....some days I wonder.....when I'm going to get the silver out of this one...LOL